The Day I Forgot My Watch

Kadang gw berpikir.. Apa tujuan seseorg utk hidup? Pastinya beda2 utk tiap pribadi krn masing2 org punya hal yg ia utamain dlm hidupnya. Ada yg ngutamain karir, prestasi, cinta, ego, dll.. Bnyk yg ngebuat itu jd target hidup ato kalo di perusahaan yah jd visi n misinya gt, mau jadi apa kedepannya (hohoho, jd inget kul strategic deh).

We should have target in our life, that's true. Tp blkngan ini gw sadar akan suatu hal.. Qta hidup di bumi ini, hari ini, esok dan seterusnya (ko jd lagu doraemon c?) bkn cm sekedar utk menuhin target yg qta tentuin semata. Krn jgn ampe hidup qta jd malah kurang berarti, kurang berwarna gr2 qta tll fokus ama tujuan qta itu.. Jd hrs dibedain antara means & ends.

Misalnya kalo punya cita2 utk skolah tinggi di luar negeri (ends), yah mank utk ngecapai itu dibutuhkan effort n pengorbanan yg ga sdikit.. Qta hrs rajin bljr, kerja keras ngumpulin duit, pokoknya ga blh males n hrs disiplin (means). Kalo gw perhatiin, yg salah bkn ends-nya.. Tp lebih means ato cara2 yg dilakuin utk ngecapai ends itu. Mank tipis bgt bedanya antara berbuat sebaik2nya (all out) ama sesuatu yg uda keterlaluan..

Qta mank hrs berjuang, do our best tp bkn jgn ampe sesuatu apa yg qta lakuin itu ngebuat qta "buta" akan lingkungan sekitar.. Gw akui, kdng gw mank sk jd ga tll peduli ama lingkungan sekitar krn sibuk ndiri dgn pekerjaan. Gw jd jrg kontak ama sahabat2 gw, jd ga bs bantuin ortu, bahkan waktu utk diri gw ndiripun seringkali gw korbanin..

Gw ga pengen kaya gt lg, apa intinya kalo toh akhirnya gw ngecapai tujuan gw tp akhirnya hubungan gw dgn org2 yg gw sayang n pribadi gw ndiri ga berkembang. Smuanya bkl kerasa kosong n percuma.. Gw bener2 pgn ngejalanin hidup dgn seimbang krn dgn begitulah br hidup akan terasa lengkap n bermakna =)

Anyway kmrn gw mank klupaan pk jam tangan loh, hohoho..

Hectic days..

Berikut adalah daftar tgs2 yg hrs dikerjakan oleh gw n segenap tmn2 mahasiswa PM smester 6 (diurutkan berdasarkan deadline yg terdekat):

1. Business Research Method (deadline: 11.06.09)
Ngeriset ttg bengkel motor Bajaj, gmn potensinya n mau bikin bengkel yg kaya gmn.. Bagi2 questionnaire, input n ngolah data di SPSS, hasil temuan risetnya dipaparin, trus gmn decision n recommendations-nya.

2. Management Information System (deadline: 12.06.09)
Dikasih kasus pokoknya ttg order processing, disuruh bikin flowchart n DFD. Rada ngebingungin jg, bnyk jebakannya n pas pelajaran DFD mayoritas (3 dr 4) kelompok gw ga masuk. Gambarnya lmyn ribet, tp untung ada coreldraw! ^^

3. Comdev (deadline: 16.06.09)
Progress report n presentasi trakhir. Bikin pro forma 1 th ke depan, rencana kemandirian n 1 lg gw lupa apaan hehehe..

4. Strategic Management -McDonald’s (deadline: 17.06.09)
Overall strategic formulation (especially tmbhn dr kuliahnya pak Deddy) hrs bikin sebagus mungqn, soalnya ini penentuan n bkl diadu syapa tim yg bgs dr skelas utk maju ke big match di auditorium vs BK n Wendy’s.. Ayo MJ consultant, buktikan qta emank yg terbaik!

5. Strategic Management -Crocs case (deadline: 19.06.09)
Gr2 fenomena Crocs si spatu karet yg bikin org2 kaya di Senci ngantri parah, disuruh analisis gmn sbenernya strategic yg dilakuin Crocs itu.. Individual n take home exam (at least jd ga ada UAS strategic, haha!)

6. TBI final presentation (deadline: 24.06.09)
Presentasi trakhir bhs inggris di kelas Business Presentation, grup tdr dr 5 org.. Topik kelompok gw ttg go green campaign gt. Yg dinilai overall aspects! Visual aids, appearance, tone, voice, outline, relevance, answer to questions, appropriate vocab, eye contacts, body language, etc..

Fiuh, smangattt!!

Lead My Way

Honestly, I was a little bit hopeless
About something I desire most
I've been prepare whether my dream never comes true

And when my hope is likely to fade, before it completely disappears
Then He gives me such a new and much better hope
I never imagined before

Let Your desire happen to me, Lord
Show me the way, and please lead me
I do believe You'll give the best
And I'm really thankful for that..

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I’m alive
You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There’s nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
So darling feel like I feel
And I don’t have to know if it’s real
You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it’s quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don’t bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I’ve found this day
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I’m alive
You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it’s quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don’t bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I’ve found this day
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

Just Like Heaven

Instrumental melody..
Convenience bed..
Little shine of lights..
No alarms..
Cool breeze..
Soft pillow..
Warm blanket..
Peaceful mind..
Sleep tight..
Never ending sweet dreams..

#3

Hari ini pagi2 gw kul Magic (jgn diqra gw bljr di Hogwarts, Magic = Management Strategic). Hari ini yg ngajar Pak Deddy, bener2 top deh tuh dosen! Pas dengerin presentasi dr 3 kelompok + presentasi kelompok ndiri, entah knp rasanya bnyk skali informasi yg smuanya ttg McD (uda ampe bosen pokoknya) n cukup "acak2an" di kepala gw..

Nah, hebatnya tuh dosen (yg gw anugerahkan sbg my #3 favourite FM in Prasetiya Mulya) bs ngebawain materi yg ngebuat pikiran gw tertata dgn rapi bak masukin data ke folder2.. Jadi yg diajarin ama dy bkn pelajaran ato teori tp pola pikir! Hoho, pokoknya kalo ntar BP boleh milih dosen pembimbing uda pastilah pilihan gw n kelompok (yg jg sdh setuju) pasti Pak Deddy. Hehehe!

Where Were My Tears?

Few days ago, I've been told that my uncle has passed away
I should be sad, right?
But I wasn't cry at all..
And I'm still wondering why?

The last time I cried for someone's lost is about 7 years ago
The day my beloved grandma left us forever..
Well, I was just a 13 years old girl that never lose someone before

It's been a long time,
But I'll always miss her from the deepest layer of my heart.

XOXO