Role Play!

My team for banking class faced a lack of information about CIMB Niaga corporate loan. Yup, it’s so hard to get brochure or person who can give us information about it.. Well, it’s all because we’re not corporate; we’re just colleagues who want to get data for our assignment.

But we didn’t surrender.. Me n 2 of my teammates decided to go to CIMB Niaga at Fatmawati and do some role play! Hoho, we’re the owner of a successful boutique in Tebet and we wanted to apply credit for business expansion.

Actually, we’re unprepared.. So both formal costume and backup data were unavailable. And with these limitation, we tried our best and we’re also supported each other if one confused or stuck with questions such as “how much was your investment capital?” or “what’s your boutique’s name? where it located in Tebet?” or “how much is your business’ cash flow per month?” fiuh, luckily we could answer those all (but nervous is in the air!) Overall, it wasn’t so bad even though I felt that the account officer’s suspected us as well, hahaha..

I Love The Way You Love Me

A lovely song from John Michael Montgomery

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

I like to imitate old Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby I love the way you love me

P.S. I love the way you love me, my guide-book boy ^^

You Know What I Want

Dear Lord,

I’ll study harder.
I’ll work harder.
I’ll take care of your creation.
I’ll be a good child.
I’ll be more patient.
I’ll do your entire request.
I’ll do my best.

Please, accept my prayer..

Here is my wish,
I really really really want to ..

Hmm, I think it’s no need to write it here.
I’m sure you know what I want most, right?

Mari Menabur!

"Menaburlah, maka kau akan menuai!" kalimat ini menginspirasikan gw utk smangat nyari beasiswa.. Gw pengen ngelanjutin S2 n bonyok gw jg ngedukung, hehe makanya skrg2 gw lg nyari info2 yah browsing, nanya2 ke org, ngumpulin form application, yah pokoknya banyak2 menabur deh. Mudah2an ntar hasil taburan itu bs gw tuai di kemudian hari, amin! Doain yah =)

Comdev 2009 : Boys & Girls

Huah uda lama nih ga cerita ttg comdev! Br skrg deh gw nulis post ttg comdev lg.. Hmm, kali ini gw mau cerita ttg anak2 kelompok gw. Jadi kelompok gw tdiri dari 8 org, 4 co & 4 ce, hoho balance deh! Bs dibilank kelompok gw sngt rame, brisik n anak2nya pd kocak2 smua.. Jadi kalo lg ngumpul brg2, bawaannya ketawa mulu :D trutama gr2 co2 kelompok gw yg disebut (ato suka menyebut diri sendiri) Boys!

Co2 di kelompok gw (selanjutnya disebut Boys, hehe) mank dsrnya tukang isenk yah, mereka tuh sering bgt ngatain org.. Ga pandang bulu, smua org dikasih istilah gt syapa. Mank c ngundang tawa, tp ampe2 kelompok gw ndiri ada yg dikatain macem2, cape deh! Well, ini juga c yg sempet memicu konflik antar kelompok trutama bagi anggota kelompok gw yg relatif sensitif.

Boys n Girls.. Well, scr alami qta ngebagi tgs. Utk minggu2 awal, Girls ngurus ttg masak memasak n penyediaan makanan (walopun kami smua tak ada yg jago masak, jd seadanya deh hehe) n kalo Boys tgsnya bnykan bagian luar kaya baksam (bakar sampah), belanja2 bahan baku n pekerjaan yg berat2 deh. Untungnya Boys menyadari, pd mau n ga rese!

Pernah c, skali waktu qta tukeran peran.. Jadi pas weekend minggu pertama dianggap sebagai mother's day krn kan uda sminggu penuh Girls ngurusin konsumsi, jd gantian Boys yg masakin bwat Girls. Hehehe, kocak abis deh 4 Boys in a kitchen! Ampe pintunya ditutup (Girls dilarang masuk) haha, jd curiga gmn proses masaknya. Hehe, mereka masakin indomie yg dimodif sedemikian rupa dengan telor n sambal jd kaya berbentuk seperti makaroni dikasih hiasan gambar dgn sambel diatasnya ^^

Well, kehidupan qta disana bener2 uda kaya 1 keluarga.. Saling berbagi, saling mengurus, saling menjaga. Uda bener2 ga ada yg bs ditutup2in diantara qta, yah scr juga qta tinggal brg2 selama 1 bulan. Pastinya baek buruk seseorg ketauan jelas.. Yah, ada yg jorok, ada yg mungqn keliatan dr luarnya (pas di kampus) kaya gt tnyata ga seperti itu jg sebener2nya. Bnyklah yg gw dpt, gw jg jd lebih kenal n makin ngerti masing2 individu di kelompok gw.. Gmn juga cara bersosialisasi n interaksi dgn org.

Gw juga belajar utk bertenggang rasa.. Ga egois, qta kan ga tinggal di rumah ndiri yg bs seenaknya aja! Hrs behave-lah, apalagi qta tinggal di rumah org, lingkungan yg asing n sama sekali baru bwat qta. So, pastinya qta ber-8 baik boys n girls hrs kompak n solid.. Susah n senank ditanggung bersama2. Walopun kadang qta suka ada konflik, tp dr hati qta yg paling dalem gw yakin masing2 dr qta sungguh bersyukur qta dikasih kesempatan utk hidup bersama n jd 1 kelompok :)

Reborn!

I was thinking that I’ve been through one of the most terrible week in my life.. I was so hectic because all of those damn assignments from my campus, some additional work hours from my parents, some boring lecture days, also problem with my health.

Besides all the physicals, my feeling wasn’t good as well.. I felt down because some mistakes I’ve made, both in group assignments and in relationship with my parents. Yes, I was egoist.. I felt guilty n I was deeply sorry about them :( Well those things have became heavy loads on my shoulder, till at one time I thought that it’s already out of my capacity (read: stress).

But God didn't do nothing! Friday afternoon, there were PD (persekutuan doa) in my campus.. He directed me to attend it. And I was very2 thankful I can join this week's PD! The topic was so click with me, with what I felt for the previous weekdays and it was really enlightened my soul! I was reminded that God has sacrifice Himself for us.. His huge love made me realize that for whatever my difficulties n loads in life, He never leaves me. The other best part was a heart touching video titled “what should I do” and it succeed made me cried..

After left the auditorium, where the PD held in, my life just seemed so easy, happy, flow, and of course full of Easter spirit! =) Happy Easter anyway, GBU..

(Being) Unwell

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

-Matchbox 20-