Where Were My Tears?

Few days ago, I've been told that my uncle has passed away
I should be sad, right?
But I wasn't cry at all..
And I'm still wondering why?

The last time I cried for someone's lost is about 7 years ago
The day my beloved grandma left us forever..
Well, I was just a 13 years old girl that never lose someone before

It's been a long time,
But I'll always miss her from the deepest layer of my heart.

XOXO